guyripely:

guyripely:

i think the worst part of being a survivor of trauma or abuse is that it never stops. you can’t just not have that experience in you anymore, it’s everywhere you go. it’s like this heavy, thorn covered crown that sits on your head and weighs you down, and the more you try and take it off, the more it gets stuck, the more it hurts. you can’t ever reverse things, they’ll never go back.

“#and for people who were abused as children/minors… there’s nothing to go back to”