PLEASE TUMBLR I AM BEGGING YOU FOR YOUR HELP. I want to apologize for my lack of posting lately, But last week something happened to me that would change my life forever. My older and only blood brother was murdered on Wednesday, June 14th, 2017 due to gun violence. The incident is being investigated and although I am so angry and hurt, I know I have to say goodbye to him for the sake of my family. I haven’t ate or slept since it happened but I’m taking one day at a time. When they took him they took a brother, son, and father from his family. No one would have thought he was going to be gone this soon. He was our protector and now we never get to see him again. I don’t expect everyone to understand or care but if there is anything you can donate or know someone who can donate please reblog or send them the link. I try to be so supportive of other people and their craft and beauty that sometimes I forget about my own craft. But this right here, this hurt me so bad, my heart is broken, I am sick and I feel like there is a huge black hole in my heart. It hurts me so much that my niece and nephews have to grow up without a father! He loved his kids so much, and they took my brother because of jealousy. I would never ask this if it wasn’t important to me. I loved my brother and this is the first time i’ve ever had to lose someone this close.